Wednesday, April 16, 2008

more girlchat suicides? Hopeful!

shadowdweller your life is a joke

in a depressed mood...I need to rant. Posted by shadowdweller on Wednesday, April 16 2008 at 05:18:51pm

What's got me so depressed today? Who knows.

Perhaps it's the fact that I have to deal with these overwhelming desires on a daily basis, and not only can I not act on them but I can't let it show or talk to anyone about these desires. And really all I want is someone to love, it just so happens that the people I am attracted to are rarely above the age of 12.

So realistically, even if it was 'acceptable' to pursue those I find attractive, it is unlikely that there would much of a chance of forming a mature relationship with her.

So where does that put me? Harbouring impossible desires. Desires so intense they almost seem tangible.

What kind of life is this to lead? There must be some damn purpose, or is life just a joke, and there is no sense in anything; it all just 'is'?

And then I think of my future and what it holds, and I see nothing. There is no where to go. Things won't get better, I won't get 'better', society will hate me till the day I die, I will never be able to form a meaningful relationship with someone I am attracted to...bah!

I often try to kick my drinking habits, but then days like this come along and I think, 'why bother?' At least the alcohol can give me the illusion that everything is fine for a while. But I know this is what I have to fight off, but finding the point in it all is so damn elusive and it's soo much easier to just give in to the easy way.

I work, I eat, I sleep, I yearn. I hate work; I don't eat much, if anything; sleep is elusive - I am an insomniac; and we all know about the yearnings.

True, I find joy in raising my own girls and doing what I can for them, but it won't be long before they are grown and won't need me anymore. Even sooner than that, they will no longer bring friends home for me to befriend, and even that avenue to small joy will be gone.

Life sucks. And we sit on the bottom of the barrel.

You are at the bottom of the barrel.. a shit barrel.
Eat it up pedophile.

Arrogant girl lover pigs

Silver wolf gets no respect

John boy's confused, ya see... wut he meant was...

Posted by Silver Wolfe on Wednesday, April 16 2008 at 10:33:05am
In reply to So... you're saying you want more candy? posted by jd420 on Wednesday, April 16 2008 at 07:51:50am

I'm a PEDOPHILE, see? If anyone wants to stereotype me and force me to adhere to that stereotype and then cage me because I can wear that label, they gonna have to come with a HELL of a lot more than they gots now, see? LOL

I'm me. I am an individual. I march to the beat of my own fucking drummer. NO one is going to tell me what I am have done, am doing, or will do based on an orientation. I am who I am and I don't let anyone shush ME because the public has a fucked up perception of what they think I am. If I break the law, they can cage me. If I don't break a law, I wouldn't suggest trying to put me in a container...cuz, frankly, sumun's gonna have some problems.

This is the dawning of the age of Aquarius, MY age, an' I'm not the sort to conform to someone else's idea of what I should look like, act like, sound like... or like.

In short, anyone who wants to hang a card around my neck claiming what they think I am going to do based on the actions of someone else who is white/tall/fat/smart/foolish/laidback/dying/(shall I go on?) can go pound sand up their roody poo!!

Peace, Love and LOVE ME, HATE ME... I dun care, but ya best respect me for the individual I am or there will be problems.

^Silver Wolfe~~

Oh, this should apply to everyone.

Pervert... I don't respect you or any of your girl lusting molesting pedophiles.


Your a filthy low life scum bag that gets off on child abuse. If you didn't get off on it you would not be embracing the pedophilia.

I hope the wolf bites you in the head and pukes out your shit for brains.

Your *sexual orientation* is evil and could be dealt with by life in prison or using the death penalty.

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Boy Chatters are paranoid

Taken from Boychat:

Being on a arrested person's ICQ list
Posted by Bensagogo on 2008-April-8 00:36:02, Tuesday
Say I am friends with a BC poster who then gets arrested. Say I've had many personal conversations with him over ICQ, though never about perverse things, just other BL related issues. Do police have grounds for tracking me down?

Are there others feeling what I'm feeling?

These pedophiles are worried.. I have no doubt as to why.

More evidence boychatters are filth and scum more evidence of illegal behavior.